I let my fever run up to 103 last night before I finally took something. I was hoping that if I let my body be “hot” that perhaps my body’s own natural defenses would kick it’s ass. It was normal when I got up this morning, but is now back over 100. *sigh*

This is a really weird virus I have. It’s very deep in my chest…. my chest feels heavy….. Im really hoping that I am fighting this off since it’s not a junky cough. But I do feel incredibly tired…

The good news is that I am losing massive amounts of weight. Im not hungry - so that tells you how freaking sick I really am. Cause food is usually my comfort and all I want right now is liquid. Sure some most of it’s water — but i’m losing like I did when I was newly preop. And since I had 7 lbs to drop…. Im almost there :)

Im willing myself well. The mind is very powerful. Almost as powerful as denial.

Mind over matter.
Mind over matter.

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